- ESMERALDA is the name but ppl call me MERI.. I am me. this may not be the life i want but this is the life i was given, i am who i am, i chose this, i don't want to change it or be anyone else, im proud of who i am and what i choose to do with my life.I am no wear near perfect i eat when im bored i fall for boys easily im vunerable to believing lies im hoping that one day i wont need a fake smile i live by quotes that explain what im going through i make up excuses for everything i have best friends and enemies i have drama and memories and thats lifeā„